Luda Pavlova is the author of 'The Book of Hhhmmmm', published by Mumbai based Leadstart Publishing
She is, in her own words, "Siberian at heart, citizen of the world in spirit, writer by night, marketing and sales assistant by day, dreamer by nature and a struggling optimist by conviction".
Luda Pavlova speaks to Rogue on what drove her to pen The book of Hhhmmmmmm....
Q: did you try to grab the reader's attention with the title?
A: My intention was to intrigue the reader. Everyone is different -- There is no way to say which title will grab attention, unless its something shocking, maybe.
I am hoping that if people read the title, the book of Hhhmmmm, the least they will say is, 'Hmm, I wonder what that's about?', pickup the book and hopefully continue reading.
Q: Why did you call your book a work of fiction?
A: For me, anything that's not 100% documentary, is fiction. This book is not completely autobiographical and its not about anyone specific. Sure, it refers to life and situations close to me and to a lot of people in general - but its still a fictional story based on everyday reality.
Q: your preface seems to that you are not too optimistic about life.
A: Hhhmm, that's not how I read my preface - but everyone is entitled to his opinion. I am a realist, a positive and sometimes a sarcastic realist. I believe life is full of positive things, but it also has its share of sadness. The book is about that - about life, its happy and sad moments. Its neither pessimistic nor optimistic to admit that sometimes we all have a bad day. But its realistic to admit that life is full of waves - good things and good days interchange with bad things and not-so-good-days. Its a natural law of life, ups and downs. As long as we live for the ups, we can handle the downs. I think its realistically optimistic approach.
Q: Considering that this is your second published work after your college graduation thesis, what inspired you to take up the pen?
A: I would not compare myself to an artist, but the basics of inspiration are the same. You have to feel it, get this urge to paint, to write, to put something on canvas, on paper, that would express what you are feeling, what you want to say - whether with a paint brush or with a pen. It might be something of cliche to say that life inspired me - but that's what it was. One early Sunday morning, instead of baking pan cakes, I just wanted to write.
Q: being a marketing and sales assistant involves meeting targets, too. What was your target when you decided to write this book?
A: My target was to finish it. It took a long time, because I went through a couple of years of 'writers block'. And once I could write again - I just pushed it until I put the final dot on the last page. After that, I am taking it step by step. I never expected this book to go so far. Every new phase is a surprise and a positive experience.
Q: Do you take pride in the fact that you are a female author or are you against gender bias?
A: I have always been a feminist. I believe in equal rights when it comes to work or vote or other social aspects and I believe in female 'rights' when it comes to dating, opening doors, and helping you put on your coat. I am proud to be a female writer. But I don't want my work to be judged on the fact that I am a woman. The book is aimed at female audience. But I hope men will read it too and see it as 'another side of coin'. whoever reads it, though, should see it as a point of view on life, a female opinion, but an opinion nonetheless.
Q: What would be your next?
A: I have a lot of plans and ides, dreams - some might be realized, some might remain dreams. But I am willing to try. One of my plans is writing another book - completely different from this one.
Q: Do you think readers have the right to infringe upon an author's creative freedom?
A: Do you mean if the readers have the right to tell a writer what a he/she can write about? No, I think anyone can write about anything. There should be some sort of filtration as what gets to which public ( for example for me, a completely violent and grotesque children's book is a no-no). As a reader, we can choose to not reading something we are against, or boycott it or ban it from the shops. And that's a stronger point against an author than to tell him what not to write.
Q: What is your worst fear as an author?
A: My experience of being an author is very, very minimal. I can say from my experience that I was nervous when my parents read the book. And when I submitted my work to the publisher, I was nervous about being accepted. Then, we decided to go ahead with the publishing, I was nervous about how the book would be received. So there is always something that keeps you on the edge. I don't think I would call it a fear; Its more like anxiety. At this moment, my anxiety is to have no reaction at all on what I write. That would mean that the book had no impact, positive or negative.
Q: As an author, do you feel you have any social responsibility?
A: Any human being has a responsibility towards the society. I believe books motivate people to think, to become better, to imagine, to evolve into better, more sophisticated versions of themselves. So, a writer's responsibility is to write books that matter - even if it is to just one reader. I think that's the social responsibility of a writer - to touch hearts.
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